Wednesday, 10 August 2016

August 07 2016:

Are there actually 2 pink lines? OMG! Am I actually seeing it? Does that mean positive? Damn you tears, I can't see properly.

Roshan and I bought the kit on the previous day "just to check" although somewhere in our minds we knew we were pregnant. I couldn't sleep the whole night in the anticipation of testing if I were actually pregnant. After all the twisting and turning I finally decided to wake up around 6:15 am and decide to test it before Roshan arrives after his shift. I was mentally thinking of ways to capture the moment when I reveal it to him if it turned out to be positive.

I re-read the instructions and do it accordingly and in the 2-3 minutes of waiting for the accurate results I decide to brush my teeth to divert the anxiety. Needless to say, my anxiety took over me and from the corner of my eye I see 2 prominent pink lines. That is the moment I'm going to remember forever. Rush of emotions!

I feel blessed, I thank God profusely, I'm still in a state of disbelief , I keep looking at the strip and cry and laugh and then again cry. I'm a soon to be Mommy!

When the door bell rings, I strategically place my phone to capture the perfect moment, but then as they say the perfect moments are the ones that are never captured. Roshan enters and directly sees the strip and looks at me and there I am sobbing already. I don't know why, I just couldn't stop. I was going on and on so much that Roshan had to actually ask me why am I crying so much albeit with tears in his eyes amidst the long hug.


And then we realized that there is no looking back and were super excited for our little bundle of Joy!
Fingers crossed.